tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post1837187087998172582..comments2023-10-08T11:38:43.498-04:00Comments on Client Nine and a Half: True Heart Serviceadvochastyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10602192383025913039noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-44139494005181904172012-04-09T20:59:55.466-04:002012-04-09T20:59:55.466-04:00This comment has been removed by the author.advochastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10602192383025913039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-45695330140933746842012-04-09T20:59:52.070-04:002012-04-09T20:59:52.070-04:00Aarkey -
It's good. It's right and honor...Aarkey -<br /><br />It's good. It's right and honorable. I'm glad I went to the reunion. I many ways, because I have truly changed, it was much easier for me to be with her family. No real performance pressure. They were really nice to me too.<br /><br />And it's kind of fun to escape into intense fantasy as well. It's a familiar haven -- even if it is just brain porn.<br /><br />Hope I see you soon!advochastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10602192383025913039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-29244813323101662092012-04-09T20:50:30.814-04:002012-04-09T20:50:30.814-04:00Margo-
Black irony is such a wonderful and helpfu...Margo-<br /><br />Black irony is such a wonderful and helpful term. I loved your reply to my post. I am forever sexualizing stress or difficulty; happiness or triumph. It's what I've always done and at least for this recovering addict - a truly well "beaten" beaten path!<br /><br />Thanks so much for dropping by with such kind words of encouragement! Looking forward to our "taco date"!advochastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10602192383025913039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-28505963621063298742012-04-09T10:25:01.166-04:002012-04-09T10:25:01.166-04:00Thanks for the update, and I can just barely fatho...Thanks for the update, and I can just barely fathom the turmoil of your experience. I know that the harsh reality of events makes it nearly impossible to see past it, but I'm glad to read that you try. Putting a layer of fantasy over any hard experience, even if its just going meditatively to a "happy place" during a period of great pain. A respite, however brief, from pain - physical or emotional, can be enormously therapeutic and healthy. <br /><br />I am sure that it's a good thing when you take a moment for you, and pull an appropriately harsh rebuke from her voice into your mind, as you struggle to slip on her shoes. I'm absolutely sure of it being good.<br /><br />Namaste.Aarkeyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08835944871054417961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-59137616648854726272012-04-09T08:41:03.724-04:002012-04-09T08:41:03.724-04:00This comment has been removed by the author.Miss Margohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09738133130130308032noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-58793310588822499522012-04-09T08:40:47.603-04:002012-04-09T08:40:47.603-04:00This is a very effective post, Advo.
I surely c...This is a very effective post, Advo. <br /><br />I surely couldn't eroticize it either, and I'm submissive myself. Well, more of a maso than a sub, but you know what I'm talking about. <br /><br />That you're engaging in service behaviors which would have tremendous erotic significance in another context is blackly ironical. Yeah, life is like that sometimes. <br /><br />For what it's worth, I think that one of the reasons that sex is so cathartic (or addictive) is that it takes us away from all our other problems and worries and thoughts. It creates a sort of vacuum where all you focus on is sex and the other person. <br /><br />Oftentimes when I'm under a great deal of strain or distress, my libido goes sky-high. I went through just such a period recently, after I broke up with the Surgeon. Lord have mercy, I thought I was losing my mind. <br /><br />Hang in there. Keep posting. I wish that I could say something more helpful.Miss Margohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09738133130130308032noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-17032150572215697382012-04-07T18:56:36.885-04:002012-04-07T18:56:36.885-04:00HMP -
Thank you for your heartfelt reply. At its...HMP -<br /><br />Thank you for your heartfelt reply. At its best it is truly a spiritual journey, though I am devoid of any religious or incorporeal connection. It is a day at a time thing for sure and it is to be cherished and beloved.<br /><br />Maybe the intense kink sex thing I'm feeling is the loss of my single guy search for the time being. Hey, still got a couple of months more with my West Village subbie man cave to go. I could still get lucky!<br /><br />And I've got the Magic City for escapism. Life is to be embraced by the living, but death just seemed to haunt this family reunion; despite the Rocky Mountain beauty.advochastyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10602192383025913039noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1458862844610146892.post-72522199026191876492012-04-07T15:46:57.263-04:002012-04-07T15:46:57.263-04:00Hi Advo:
Your posts are really amazing. They chro...Hi Advo:<br /><br />Your posts are really amazing. They chronicle a journey that few of us will ever take. There are parallels between the slave fantasy you and I both share and the reality you are living now but the two are very different. I don't think I could sexualize the experience you are having either. <br /><br />I had the experience of taking care of an invalid with muscular dystrophy. In fact that was my first job after graduating college. We became very close friends. I learned a lot from him and from the experience. But at the end of the day it was a job; a far cry from caring for someone you love. I did see the long progression that finally ended in his death and it was difficult to watch. There may come a time when you find you are unable to handle caring for her alone and that's o.k. It's definitely a "one day at a time" kind of thing<br /><br />For the time being you are lucky to have each other and every moment is a precious gift. I learned that from my job caring for a young lad with muscular dystrophy and you are learning it taking care of your wife. It's a lesson very much worth taking to heart. It can help transform an otherwise mundane existence into a spiritual journey.<br /> <br />Good luck my friend. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.Her Majesty's Playthinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07185896552621339359noreply@blogger.com