Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Of Apologies & Apologia

Over the past few days it has come to my attention that some of my writing has been disrespectful, angry, and passive aggressive. An effort at humor is mean spirited. A reach for a well turned phrase simply turns off. A personal exposé is impertinent, insolent and contemptuous. I have no excuse for this. I, more than many, know the power of the word. People who have been friendly, nice, and welcoming have been alienated and estranged. I'm so very sorry. From the bottom of my heart I never in a million years meant to do this. I sincerely apologize.

By way of apologia, I am new at blogging, new at commenting and such a rookie at being anywhere near out with my kink it is truly embarrassing. I'm sincere, decent, nice, and funny - that is when I'm not busy being disrespectful and passive aggressive. This kink journey of ours is a complicated one. We're all human, most of all me. I love the journey and wanna keep on keepin' on. I hope y'all will stick with me. And if I could just get me some wings ... maybe I'll fly.

4 comments:

Maitresse S said...

When have you ever been disrespectful? I have always found you to be funny and uplifting - never insulting!

advochasty said...

Yer bein' awful sweet fer such a kickass domme! And I mean that in the most respectful way possible!

Actually, I think I did offend some people who, in the short time I've known them, have become quite important to me. It's certainly not the first time I've made mistakes and been a silly jerk and I'm sure it won't be the last. :) Hopefully, I won't keep makin' the same mistakes over and over like some kinky version of Groundhog Day!

But thank you so much. I saw your comment this morning and it totally made my day!

BTW, with your lovely comment have you shown me the path to that "super secret blog" you told me about over brunch that one time we met?

Maitresse S said...

Hehehehe....you are a sharp one! Indeed I have. Now you have to share with Me your thoughts...

advochasty said...

I have ... and I shall!